Its time I wrote about Tom.
I took a huge step way back in 2009 when I told Tom I liked him and now look where I am! I had never been brave enough to tell anyone I had liked them before but I found the courage with Tom and I am very VERY glad I did!
He is absolutely amazing! I can talk to him about ANYTHING and he will help as best he can, I seriously cant imagine what it would be like without him and I really really hope I never have to find out! :)
It feels to me like we have both come out of our shells because of each other? I am way more confident and so is he, we can both do things now which we never dreamed possible and it is magical, I never thought I would find someone as good as him, but I have and I am not going to let go easily!
He is a beautiful person, inside and out, with a very pure heart! (I ignore him when he says his heart is black and rotten, he doesnt know what he is on about :P)
I know most people would be reading this and thinking 'eugh, pass me the sick bucket' but I dont think I show him enough how much he means to me so Tom if your reading this, I Love You! :) xxxx
Monday 24 January 2011
Wednesday 5 January 2011
Toms' 16th Birthday!
Well what fun that week was! Thoroughly enjoyed it!
It started off that the snow was threatening to stop me seeing him at all and I really really couldnt let that happen! So mum suggested asking Carolyn if I could be dropped over on the Tuesday evening, thankfully she said yes! Surprised Tom again which is always terrifying, Carolyn is always very welcoming and just laughs along with me, all the boys scatter to various rooms and will just comes running (he is incredibly sweet, bit bossy at times tho ;) lol bless him!)
It was pretty lucky that Carolyn said yes because on wednesday morning the snow that was predicted hit my house and I would have been trapped! But yeah so I was there and had the best time, eventhough I am definately not very good at bowling! :P Im pretty sure Tom enjoyed his birthday in the end, I was just keeping him smiling, trying anyway, but I think I suceeded :D
There is something about Toms village that just makes you want to be outside! I have always loved being outside, well when it isnt pouring with rain, but when im at Toms I just want to be out walking the dogs and stuff even if it is raining, i've never lived anywhere with places you can walk and take the dogs out and stuff and now I have the tiny small dogs, one who could walk for miles but does get tired and the other one who has really bad joints so cant go far, I cant take the dogs for really long walks, just wait till I move out eh :P
Wish that would come sooner, and I could just quit sixthform (it is pointless to me) and go to college and study something that actually interests me :/ If I fail my exams next week then they will possibly kick me out, im not going to purposely not try but im really thinking im not going to do very well :/
COMPLETELY OFF SUBJECT THEN!!
Bit late but, Happy 16th Birthday Tommy! I love you! <3 xxx
It started off that the snow was threatening to stop me seeing him at all and I really really couldnt let that happen! So mum suggested asking Carolyn if I could be dropped over on the Tuesday evening, thankfully she said yes! Surprised Tom again which is always terrifying, Carolyn is always very welcoming and just laughs along with me, all the boys scatter to various rooms and will just comes running (he is incredibly sweet, bit bossy at times tho ;) lol bless him!)
It was pretty lucky that Carolyn said yes because on wednesday morning the snow that was predicted hit my house and I would have been trapped! But yeah so I was there and had the best time, eventhough I am definately not very good at bowling! :P Im pretty sure Tom enjoyed his birthday in the end, I was just keeping him smiling, trying anyway, but I think I suceeded :D
There is something about Toms village that just makes you want to be outside! I have always loved being outside, well when it isnt pouring with rain, but when im at Toms I just want to be out walking the dogs and stuff even if it is raining, i've never lived anywhere with places you can walk and take the dogs out and stuff and now I have the tiny small dogs, one who could walk for miles but does get tired and the other one who has really bad joints so cant go far, I cant take the dogs for really long walks, just wait till I move out eh :P
Wish that would come sooner, and I could just quit sixthform (it is pointless to me) and go to college and study something that actually interests me :/ If I fail my exams next week then they will possibly kick me out, im not going to purposely not try but im really thinking im not going to do very well :/
COMPLETELY OFF SUBJECT THEN!!
Bit late but, Happy 16th Birthday Tommy! I love you! <3 xxx
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