Why Should I?

I was all up for completely deleting my blog last week, I found out that people who I never wanted to find out about it know about it. This is the one thing I never wanted to happen! I know that its a blog and people are meant to follow it but I really dont want them too! I have only told the people I want too about it, the people I dont mind reading it.

But then I thought, why should I let people control my life like i always do? Why should I stop doing something I enjoy just to spare some peoples feelings?
If they find something that they dont want to hear then it is not my fault is it? I havent told them about it, this is my space where I talk about what I want, the only place that I EVER express my opinions.
So i've decided to continue as if no one knows about it, im not about to give it up!This seems to be the only place I can release my emotions! If they dont like it, they dont have too read it!
I may sound like a really horrible person for saying that but im really not in the mood to care anymore, people dont care about me so why should I care about them?!